Damn feeling :(

ohh god ! idk apa aku rasa now doe . baru dua hari aku kenal die , aku dah suka die . weyh bella , wake up lahhhh . die nak games kau jea weyh . kau mane sesuai dengan die . sedar lah diri kau tue weyh , jangan nak bangge sgt yang kau tu lawa . dah lah gemok , hitam pulak tue . hmmmm , dah ahh .  6 bulan kau prevent dari rasa kecewa dengan lelaki , and kau berjaya kot now takan sebab lelaki yang kau baru kenal 2 hari , kau dah rasa kecewa mcm org mati laki . dah lah bella , enough . anggp jea ni KARMA apa yang kau dah pernah buat kat org dulu . and kau percaya ajalah yang karma tu wujud . org yang buat kau kecewa , die akan kecewa balik . whats goes around is comes around . sabar jeala oke bella . wake up !

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets’ sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

You told me,

You never loved me,

Forget the way,

You looked at me,

When you left me,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded to tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I don’t want to hear anything,

Don’t want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Don’t want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Don’t want to see my face,

Don’t want to see you,

Don’t want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,

Your lies.